Thursday, April 1, 2010 '

New me !

Finally updating my like don't know how long liao.
Lol.
Ever since the start of year , I've only been crazy about super junior.
They're the BEST boy band I've ever know.
Everyday watch JK pop ( channel 51 ) just to look whether got their song anot. ^^
Sometimes got sometimes don't have.
But it got me addicted to other korean songs also.
Lol.
So it's like I'm all about korean artists.
Haha.
But I never go korea nia.
That's the saddest part. ( for germaine also )
But we're both going to Taiwan also !
At least there's super junior-m stuff there.
Anyone want presents ?
Tag at my blog.
Haha.
Great way to ask for tags. ^^
So...
Found a lot of super junior's song...
Sad thing is...
Missed their concert !
It's just in Malaysia you know ?!
And the tickets price are not expensive also leh !
I could have afford 2 of the most expensive ticket you know ?!
Sadded...
I was complaining to JiaHui how sad that was and I cried at night.
LOL.
Emotional me.
So...
Many things happened...
He found a new girlfriend.
Whom break in last than 2 weeks ?
Yes yes yes.
JiaHui won the bet.
I bet 3 days she bet less than 2 weeks.
Lol.
Than there's school.
* omg the trouble of not updating daily , so many things to write about *
Same as before , not doing homework , slacking , blah blah blah.
Oh ya...
Today damn e maths teacher confiscate my history textbook and never give me back lor !
Kaobei.
If she never give me back on Mon , don't expect me to show her a single respect at all.
Hm...
Guess I'm done ?
Lol.
Will try update everyday , since I use the computer everyday.
Oh ya...
One more thing , CA1 results !
In total I fail 3 subjects.
The most disappointed 1 is my A maths.
I'm suppose to get A2 you know ?!
And I get B4 !
T.T
I don't even wanna look at my paper.
And got lowest for FNN.
Showed Andrew my paper and he say " you come to school for what de ? "
Easy , my answer is " talk , slack , play "
Lol.
But I'll TRY to put in MORE effort into my studies.
Haha.
If that's ever possible.
Okay...
This is my long long post for today.
More tomorrow. ^^
Before I end off , here's something for someone.

Don't think I forgive you ok ? You can treat as nothing happened but I can't. To me once and enemy , always an enemy. ( that is , until my steam is off ) But for you ? Not gonna happen. So stop acting all that nothing-happen-at-all infront of me. Cause for me to forgive you is not gonna be such an easy matter. Over my dead body ok ?

Friday, March 5, 2010 '

my first very angry and furious post in 2010

to you :
because of what you did , I'm gonna reward you by calling you
" zixin's number 1 enemy in the world "
this is the first time a guy have ever done this to be so you should be honoured of that.
i don't why you did that and i don't even want to know why.
what is the damn problem with you ?!
nothing better to do and want a enemy is it ?!
than just straight away tell me la !
why must go 1 big round ?!
but since you done it already than i can just congratulate you by saying
" well done you bastard. you've got your wish and i don't want to see you ever again "
because of what a great stupid thing you have done , you're life will officially be turn into hell by me.
so why don't you sit back and anticipate ?
and so what if he's protecting me ?!
at least he's better than you right ?!
and to make all girls hate you , i so gonna spread bad things about you.
but that's like only a tiny part of the revenge.
imagine that ?
you wanna try getting hate by a lot of people ?
i'm sure you want since you started this pranks right ?
i still don't know why the fuck you did that.
but my i'm guessing you really like to be hated ar ?
than fine.
i'll grant you.
just you wait.

Saturday, January 9, 2010 '

Frustrated.

Argh !!!
I feel like shouting now.
So many things to think about.
Some is about school , some is about social life.
Yesterday de sec 1 thingy , sucks a little.
Stay mat school and eat.
Than went out to coffee shop to find Kim and YunQi.
Something wierd was at the coffee shop.
After that went to YunQi's house and went back to school.
Went to Kim's CCA there.
Chatted with her for awhile and went to computer lab.
Chat again and finally the Sec 1 are here.
Helped open the door for the sec 1 to go in.
Walk to green club there , chat awhile than went up to take back at around 6.30pm.
Slack slack slack.
Than stayed until around 9.30pm and went home.
Actually it was somehow quite fun , but somehow I was moody.
My 1st post in 2010.
Haha.
Bye now.

Sunday, December 20, 2009 '

NOT POSTING TILL I FEEL LIKE BLOGGING.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 '

Celebration was fun !!!

Today went to watch movie with JiaHui , Kim , YunQi , Xenia , ShiJie and ChengQing.
Watched "Chistmas Carol" as planned.
Bought double combo with JiaHui.
Include pizza.
I was very hungry so I kept asking where's the pizza , where's the pizza ?
LOL.
Than the pizza finally came and ate ~~~
But the pop-corn we never even finish half.
After that movie , all the girls came to my house to cut the cake.
JiaHui went home to take my present.
Than while waiting for her , the rest of them ate hot dog , sushi and other stuff.
She came , ate some stuff and we cut the cake.
Sing birthday song and eat ~~~
Nice nice , yummy yummy.
Haha.
And Kim , YunQi , Xenia and ShiJie went home.
Me and JiaHui sent them home.
Than she come my house again and eat some stuff.
Opened the presents with her.
I love all of the presents !!!
Below is the presents gave by them.

Monday, November 23, 2009 '

Tomorrow celebration le !!!

Tomorrow's the celebration.
Gonna watch "Christmas Carol" at AMK hub.
Than come my hse eat cake cake.
Haha.
People going is JiaHui , Kim , YunQi , Xenia , ShiJie and some other people whom haven't gave me a reply.
=.=
But thanks JiaHui for helping me ask him also.
Big thank you !!!
Haha.
So after tomorrow , Wednesday gonna leave for Malaysia at around 8pm ?
But before that had tution at 1pm also.
Sigh...
E maths making my head burst.
I don't get the law and other stuff.
A maths sure die liao.
I haven't even memorise the laws.
Than go Malaysia and go karaoke !!!
And many other places !!!
Pictures again !!!
Haha.
And gonna go there watch damn loads of drama.
My grandma bought loads of them.
Haha.
I can watch drama for the whole day straight without stopping.
But my mum don't let.
She want me help with the laundry , mop the floor , fold the clothes and take care of the little ones.
And maybe he will come at night ?
Haha.
And I can watch show until 2am with my mum and cousin as an excuse.
Miss my cousin and niece very much.
But this time I don't think I would cry as much when I come back to Singapore cause my cousins are coming back with us also !!!
Haha.
Take them to zoo , take neo print , and many othere stuff !!!
Woots.
Got to go now.
Bye !!!

Thursday, November 19, 2009 '

24th ~~~

Just now went to JiaHui house.
Before that me and her went to 888 plaza along with her sister.
She like crazy like that keep laughing.
LOL.
Than keep saying I want go KahHui's house.
LOL.
After going to her house , she came my house to lent torch light.
Than chatted with her online.
She say she ask him if he want go watch movie liao.
I kept laughing while she kept telling me their conversation.
JiaHui ask him want go watch movie anot , got free tickets.
He ask who going.
JiaHui tell him.
Than I think he say he don't want go.
Than he ask JiaHui watch what movie.
And JiaHui tell him.
Than he reply see first.
JiaHui tell him after that come my house eat cake.
And he say he don't want come liao.
LOL.
Ok.
Got to go now.
Bye !!!
"Watching you slip away from me...
Can't we get back to how we were ?"

Tuesday, November 17, 2009 '

Less than 1 more week to go.

Yup.
I've roughly planned everything on 24th out.
Changed the plans many times.
LOL.
Final decision is go watch movie than go my block downstairs eat cake or maybe come my house.
Haven't decide yet.
Gonna go back Malaysia soon.
Yay.
Say hello to my cousins and bye bye to my girl-friends.
Gonna takae loads of pictures !!!
Especially my cousin and her boyfriend de lover picture.
Haha.
Went to school to buy skirt today.
Damn long.
Sigh...
Currently watching a drama call " Beyond The Realm Of Conscience ".
Nice nice nice.
Haha.
Got to go now.
Haha.

Sunday, November 15, 2009 '

9 more days !!!

Yay.
24th seems to be getting closer and closer.
And my holidays is getting better and better.
Haha.
Below is my hoilday plan.
24th Nov - Celebrate birthday with friends !!!
25/26th Nov to 6th Dec - Go Malaysia.
6th to (don't know when) - Cousins coming.
And now I'm just waiting JiaHui to give me a reply on a thing which she promised to do for me.
Maybe it'll happened , maybe it'll not.
But I've already expected it to not happen.
My short post shall end here now.
Bye !!!

Friday, November 13, 2009 '

It's my turn to start countin down. xp

Yup.
I'm gonna to start counting down to my celebration.
On the 24th , gonna watch movie with JiaHui and other girl-friends.
Haha.
Looking forward to it.
Counting down 11 days.
So today got the class results.
I've got my wish of getting A maths.
But didn't get into the same class as JiaHui.
Hm...
Just hope other subjects de we can same class.
I was in animation room before the results were announced.
When Amirul came to inform us me , Andrew and Syaheeran immediately went down.
And saw many people crowding around the board.
I had to squeeze in and out of the large crowd.
Than went outside to the school gate there.
Saw Felicia and I help her go inside to see her class and other stuff.
Than she tell me help her see WenDe de.
=.=
Saw WenDe's one and many other people de.
Than I suddenly saw the EN de list.
I was like...
And I immediately call JiaHui.
Yes.
I'm happy.
Haha.
This news is like shocking sia.
Than after see the results went back to cosmix use computer awhile.
And call JiaHui and ask her can go her house anot.
She said can and I immediately rushed out of animation room.
Cause very cold.
Said bye to Jun and Nat.
I said "Bye Nat."
He stare at me.
I siad "Okok. Bye bye Mr Nat."
LOL.
Walked down to 1st floor and saw some NCC guys.
Never notice 1 of them is Amin and he suddenly call me and ask me which class I go to.
Told him and continued walking to the busstop.
Decided to buy some tibits 1st.
After that went to busstop.
Heard someone calling me.
Turned around and saw Janessa.
She asked me the same question.
Answered her and bus came.
Boarded , listen to songs and reached.
Go JiaHui house , put down stuff and went out to 888 Plaza.
Bought drinks and went back again.
Chatted about loads of stuff.
Reached her house and chat awhile and I went home.
Came home , searched for movies to watch on 24th.
Found 2 but than became 1 cause Kim they all gonna watch already.
Checked with Kim , Xenia and JiaHui.
Roughly told them about some details.
They agreed and now I have to wait for the timing of the movies to come out and confirm with other people.
Ok.
Finally my post is getting longer liao.
Haha.
Bye now.

"Dreams Are Better Than Reality"

Thursday, November 12, 2009 '

24th , faster come !!!

So , my cousins are not coming until the 6th of December.
Which means I can't celebrate my birthday here in Singapore.
But I've decided to ask some of my friends to come out watch movie and treat them eat cake and drinks.
Yummy.
I love cake.
Haha.
But never take neoprint.
Go out on 24th , than go Malaysia celebrate there by going to the karaoke.
Haha.
Than they come to Singapore on the 6th with us.
And my sister and I are gonna take 2 of our cousins to take neoprints while my mum taking another 2 cousins to the zoo.
Now I'm gonna plan about the 24th.
Gotta go now.
Bye !!!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 '

Pray , pray , pray

Yesterday went to work and earn about $18 ?
But while I walk my pants kept dropping.
=.=
Very loose.
LOL.
Than JiaHui keep pulling down somemore.
Than when going home , need to take bus.
Saw the bus coming and we wanted to run to the busstop.
But while running my pants is dropping in the end waited for the next bus.
So funny lor.
LOL.
So this week getting results liao.
Hope can get into 3e2.
Pray , pray , pray.
Haha.
Bye now.
*my very short post*

Sunday, November 8, 2009 '

Pictures time !!!

Finally posting pictures !!!
Haha.
Don't have anything to post anyway , so here are some pictures.
*i took randomly , so don't find any of them weird

Opps , Austin tell me take de.

Syaheeran , if you guys can't see.

There was actually an uglier photo.

Her "very nice" handwriting.

Everytime see me than walk fast like hell.
=.=

Me , JiaHui , Christ and Simon was sitting here.
I was "playing big".

Miss this place.

Jun drew this.
*my sister thinks it's very cute.

He's actually drawing my cat.
=.=

Is this andrew ?
I forgot.

My sleepy cat.
Everytime sleep sleep sleep , no wonder she becoming fatter and fatter.

Ok.
Got to go now.
Bye !!!

Friday, November 6, 2009 '

Sorry Kim , but HAPPY BIRTHDAY anyway.

Today suppose to go out with Kimberlin and the others to celebrate her birthday but in the end I never go.
So soooooorry.
So I think I've decided not to continue the door to door sales anymore.
But that will mean not getting to meet Christ , Simon and the others anymore.
Sigh...
Anyway , my cousins is coming from Ipoh soon !
Yay.
Gonna take them to loads of places to play.
Than celebrate my birthday here.
Go back Ipoh than celebrate by going to karaoke.
Haha.
5 hours straight of singing.
Yay.
Take train go there somemore.
Haha.
So , nowadays every playing "social interview" on facebook.
Every using the same old point of me to answer the question.
Diao.
But fun anyway.
Maybe next year don't have such fun anymore liao.
I'll miss all the noise that they make.
Maybe I'll always get bored cause never listen to them make noise anymore.
Sigh...
Got to go now.
Byeeeeee !

Wednesday, November 4, 2009 '

Miss school ...

It's been holiday for us for about 1 week already ?
Actually for me it's longer since I didn't go 2 days before school ends.
Everyday other than going to work , basically , I'm just rotting at home.
I miss going to school.
Sigh...
Next year don't know can be in same class with how many of them only.
Hope every 2e3 student will not forget each of their classmates.
Man , my post is getting shorter.
Never mind.
Friday is Kim's de birthday and I'll post loads of pictures.
Haha.
Bye now.

Sunday, November 1, 2009 '

An extra member in my family !!!

extra , extra , extra !!!
Without her , everything can be mine.
No need share , no need give , no need take turns.
Everytime , I must clean after her mess as instructed by my parents and the excuse is ?
Cause I'm the oldest.
While guess what ?!
I don't wanna be the oldest !
And neither do I wanna have any damn siblings !
Why can't I be the only child ?!
Damn it.
From yesterday onwards I made up my mind that "that person" is not related to me.
Even if parents or "that person" come and plead me on something I also won't give in.
In just a few words "I HATE YOU".

Friday, October 30, 2009 '

Still sick...

Yesterday went to see doctor.
Took about 6 medicines home.
Fever high until 39.5.
At 1st I thought is my thermometer spoil.
Than go clinic there also same temperature.
And the doctor gave me 2 days MC.
She say if until Sunday fever haven't reduce need get blood test.
Sigh...
Actually today wanted to go take report book , but I very tired so didn't take.
In the end is my sister help me take.
So tired...
I sleep for about 10minutes only phone ring.
Every 10minutes phone ring.
Want sleep also cannot.
Than my neighbour come KPO KPO ask me this ask me that.
Can't be bothered and continued sleeping.
Somemore her daughter was like "singing" while I was trying to get some sleep.
Tired...
Got to go continue resting now.
Bye.

Thursday, October 29, 2009 '

Sick... Very sick...

Yea , I'm finally sick.
I think I've not been sick since last year de camp ?
Now I'm having fever , sore throat and headache.
My temperature from 37.5 went up to 38.1.
That Jun don't believe I sick.
He think I fake sick than can don't go school.
=.=
After that he suddenly he starts to "concern" me.
LOL.
He tell me to watch anime.
Can't be bothered.
Tomorrow have photo taking.
*hope won't be standing infront of him again*
Actually don't want to go de.
But need to take report book also.
Maybe I around 9am ask my father drive me there to take report book than go home again ?
Can leh.
Than no need go for the photo taking also.
I scared if tomorrow I take bus go school I will vomit or faint in the bus.
Maybe later got go see doctor than he/she give me 2 days MC ?
Ok.
My very short post is done.
Bye now.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009 '

I've regreted but there's nothing I can do now.

So sad...
From 13th class position dropped to 30th plus.
I'm so hopeless.
Really regreted for not listening in class.
Just hope teacher can give me a chance by letting me go 3e2.
If can I , I must listen in class , take down notes and really study better.
Actually tomorrow want to skip school , but Kim tell me pei her go find Jun to teach her drawing.
I so good.
Haha.
And shun bian take back my comb which I accidentally left in the animation room.
1st he tell me he threw into the dustin bin.
Than he tell me he gave it to that bastard.
Like I believe.
My post in short sia.
Maybe cause going end school liao and nothing happened.
Oh yea , Friday gonna take back repost book and I gonna cry over my results.
Than must choose the courses that we want by Friday.
I NEED A MATHS !!!
Cause maths is my life.
Haha.
Miss Ong very schocked when I say my position is the whole level.
I very scared cannot take A maths but everyone says I should be can.
Great.
I'm out of anything to write.
Bye now.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 '

Damn the two teacher.

Now I got 1 question for the two damn fucking asshole teachers :

WHY WANLING AND CASS CAN QUIT GUZHENG SO EASILY WHILE I HAVE TO STAY THERE FOREVER AND GET SAD EVERYDAY ?!
WHY YOU DIDN'T YOU TELL THEM GO FIND THE CCA MANAGER WHILE I NEED TO ?!
WHAT EVER YOU SAY , I AM NOT GOING BACK THERE EVER AGAIN AND WON'T GO FIND WHATEVER SAI TEACHER YOU TELL ME TO GO FIND.
CAUSE I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YOU TELLING ME TO DO THIS DO THAT !
YOU WANT DO THAN YOU GO DO YOURSELF LA !
I NOT YOUR DOG OR ANYONE RELATED TO YOU OK ?!
SO YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO.

So today I was FORCE to go that damn CCA open house.
Went out of house , reach busstop , and 2minutes later JiaHui came also.
Than waited for the bus that Emily was on.
Reached school , went to Guzheng room.
No teacher.
Talked to some of them.
Than Miss Yap came.
Show her attitude.
Than went outside.
After Emily put her Guzheng , we wanted to go in Guzheng room again.
Saw Miss Yap , she say "ZiXin , take the key and wait inside the Guzheng room.
1st I diao her , she look at me , I took the key.
Than Emily say "Eh , you very what leh. Tell her come (school) than go and look after the Guzheng room , she your dog meh ?"
Very happy that she spoke up for me.
Haha.
Than I keep diao-ing Miss Yap.
Than they two started arguing.
I was just looking and laugh at some point of time.
Emily went away while I need to continue the stupid talk with her.
Continued to show her attitude.
And she shouted shouting.
Nabei.
Somemore is infront of NPCC lor.
When YunQi and YenTing left , I tell her , "You want continue embarrass yourself be my guest and stand here , I go in Guzheng room liao."
She say "Is you embarrass yourself."
But I already started walking away.
In Guzheng room she just like a mad dog like that keep shouting and shouting while I continued using my handphone.
Than Mrs Ma came in , they chat outside , Mrs Ma told me to close the windows and lights and go outside.
I slowly stand up , slowly walk to the switch and windows and close the windows hard.
And went to toilet for a long time to drag the time.
Come out liao , she tell me give the keys to Miss Yap , dropped the keys , picked up for her , she say thank you.
*at first she thought i purposely dropped de so she made an irritating sound , than i picked up for her that's why she say thank you*
Mrs Ma say "ZiXin , sit at the side since you don't like to play the Guzheng."
Nabei.
The Miss Yap say I can go off after the talking lor.
But the Mrs Ma still tell me stay with them.
...
Than they move the Guzheng to the side.
That Mrs Ma tell me help also.
Nabei.
I actually no need stay there de leh , still tell me help them carry the chairs.
KNN.
I sowly walk towards the chairs and slowly being the chairs over.
She tell me walk faster but I can't be bothered.
Walou than she more unreasonable , tell me go SJAB there take a whole box of drinks and water to where they are leh.
Never even say thank you back.
I shouldn't even be there in the 1st place de lor !
I already give a lot of face by staying there !
But they still tell me do this do that.
Nabei.
Slack awile , Germaine sms-ed me , we walk around together , slack at green club corner there , than Andrew came down and bring me up there.
Finally free from the sight of the two damn fucking asshole teachers.
Slack there , use computer , fake I'm a animation club member and started drawing.
*i very clever , 10am plus already ran away*
Haha.
Than slack until 12pm plus , JiaHui's CCA over , went to Foodfare with her and Andrew.
Eat liao than went home !!!
Bye now.

Monday, October 26, 2009 '

Chatting with JiaHui now.
About Christ and Simon.
About past.
About everything and anything.
Enjoy Our conversation below.

Nicole says:
i should post tis on my blog

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
aiyo.
then i suggest sat you go his house help him massage.

Nicole says:
cnt luh
so SHY

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
walao
*vomit*

Nicole says:
haha

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
haizz.
is all fated.

Nicole says:
yea lor
all cuz of law
than cnt c them for 2 yra
yrs*

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
..

Nicole says:
or mayb christ is younger ?
than he wont go so earlier
haha

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
he said he last year poly leh ?
then u ask him loh...
since you got his number.

Nicole says:
gt meh ?!
so sad ...
a hem..
gt = no use
how 2 start ?

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
i tot u said u want sms him td.

Nicole says:
"hello ! zixin here , i wan ask u when u goin NS"
like tt ar ?
dont dae
dare*
I VERY SHY

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
u said hello lah .

Nicole says:
somemre i scread simon gib wrong no. leh
...
DONT WAN !
than he reply who r u ?
than i say "ur angel meh ?"

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
i don't think simon is lai that de ren...
then reply ur devil then ...

Nicole says:
I'M NT A DEVIL SIA !!!
i so gd where look like devil ?
i nw postin our conversation in my blog
better watch out wat u type

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
no ,you don't look like a devil.

Nicole says:
ltr i rite abt sex and fuck than die liao
i dont act like 1 also

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
but u look more devil than angel.

Nicole says:
no i dont !!!
sex and fuck = ?
dont fake fake

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
sex and fuck=babay.

Nicole says:
NO NO NO

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
so many ppl goign australia.

Nicole says:
i talkin abt a per u , u noe de hor !!!
walou
dont change e subject

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
sian loh.

Nicole says:
...
u're changing e subject...
=.= !!!
i should take out e photo put here n show u

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
i wants a haircut.

Nicole says:
....
NABEI !!!
OKOK
i go find e pic
shit
dont hab e blog
...
purposely de

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
...
zzz lah
O-BI
..................................................................

Nicole says:
...
a hem..
nvm
i man man find
sure can find 1

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
u go facebook loh.so many.

Nicole says:
ai yo ai yo
noe who i talkin abt liao wors

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
...
what u want me to do ?

Nicole says:
admit u stead wit tt some1 b4
it's a fact
kahhui can b witness

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
--

Nicole says:
haha
k luh k luh

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
first, this

Nicole says:
i nt so cruel de

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
second,that,

Nicole says:
at least u noe who i talkin abt can liao
i miss last year those times...
so FUN !!!

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
it's nto fun .

Nicole says:
lie !!!
void deck nt fun meh ?

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
ok,

Nicole says:
sun plaza nt fun meh ?

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
it's not fun AT ALL.

Nicole says:
at his hse there nt fun meh ?

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
nope.

Nicole says:
NO NO NO !!
at his hse there u were playin happily
than i also very happy
than we pack food go up
than i cnt finish cuz i cnt eat infront of them
c i so kelian

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
tomorrow ,want go shop or what? i think i pei you work if you want?

Nicole says:
YOU CHANGING SUBJECT !!!
everytime like tt de sia
i tellin u e fun times leh !!!

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
really.
what to do tmr
u think is FUN,but doesn't mean it to me
so how tmr?

Nicole says:
but everytime i remind u hor , u always laugh until very happy de leh !!!
*next time must record down liao*
sell keychains

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
LOL
is you laugh then i laugh.

Nicole says:
at his hse tt time u also have fun de leh !!!
i remember u laugh goin in his hse , laugh leavin his hse

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
...
last time is last time...

Nicole says:
so gd de memories...

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
i don't think so...

Nicole says:
i nt talkin abt vista point there de hse leh
i talkin abt tt 1 who dont allow us open window tt 1 leh
tt 1 throw my bag n socks out of his hse tt 1 leh
tt 1 dont allow me go oof early tt 1 leh

; [b]Jiahui[/b] says:
i talking about everything..

Nicole says:
LOL?!
okok
tmr than i man man say wit u
EVERYTHING
go my blog c
i post our conver
BB
i go watch my idol
JERRY!!1
HAHA
BBBBB

End of our conversation !!!
Bye now !!!

I DIDN'T CHOOSE TO GO THAT CCA YOU KNOW ?!

Walou , sibei angry with Miss Yap.
Nabei lor.
I tell her I cannot go CCA open house liao , still ask me go.
Somemore go hor is to "settle matters".
Waste my bus money lor.
You give me the bus fare than I go la !
KNN.
In the 1st place hor I didn't even choose to go that CCA lor.
Is Mr Loke (don't know how to spell) put me in de lor.
Tell them they also won't understand.
If you go to a CCA where a teacher will everytime scold you , no matter if you did right or wrong , you will angry de right ?!
Nabei , for no reason I also always get scolded.
If I did something right also nobody will know.
The whole guzheng the only person that I like most is Emily.
At least she will slowly teach.
Not like that damn teacher.
Open mouth also scold , close mouth also scold.
And the place where out CCA is held is small until cannot small de you know ?!
If we continued out CCAs without no action at all they'll think we're easy to bully.
And that's why the school until now also don't want give us a room luh.
They think we won't do anything mah.
Altogether we have about 30plus students altogether.
Plus 30plus big guzhengs.
You think the room will be enough anot ?!
Somemore projector also don't have.
Worse of all clock also don't even have 1 !
See ?!
The school hates us until like that !
So what more reason is there to stay in that pathetic room ?!
To embarrass ourself even more is it ?!
Other CCA got what ?
Air con room , bigger room , better working equipments , better treatment from the school and many others.
Our CCA leh ?
No air con never mind , room is small until everytime we must squeeze together.
Than school is like treat us invisible like that.
When we got silver for SYF did they even congragulate us anot ?
Was the Principal even happy with our results anot ?
No right ?!
What he want ?
He want us to get gold in the next SYF competition.
So everytime he's expectations will just increase unconditionally.
If we don't reach he's standard what will he do ?
Close down Guzheng ?
So when can we ever reach his standard to approve of us ?
Does he treat Guzheng as a CCA that accepts students whom are not accepted by other CCAs ?
And rather than wasting my time in that small pathetic room , why can't we do other more meaningful stuff ?
Like going out doing jobs or studying ?
Doesn't these beat staying in Guzheng room , play a few songs and still got looked down by the school ?
And please lor , want us to achieve higher goals also need a better environment right ?!
The school give us such a small room to stay in how to achieve higher goals ?!
I stuff to death than got la !
Each time we having CCA practice , when are the times where you will walk over and look for awhile ?
No right ?!
Each and everything that you promised us when we'll get silver you did not do.
So why should I still go back into that pathetic little room that you saved for us ar ?!
Might as well you can just don't give us a room and let us stay on the field !
How you treat us is how I treat you.
So I'm just gonna hate you !

Sunday, October 25, 2009 '

Simon , don't angry hors.

Just now went to meet Simon and Christ at Yishun.
Called Simon than thought Christ not with him.
Than when went to their block immediately JiaHui keep saying "There , there , there !"
I tell her I hide over somewhere than she go meet them can liao.
But she still managed to drag me there and we sit down at somewhere.
They count the keychains while I just stare towards space.
But they say I looking at a couple kissing.
Walou...
Than they give us 50 keychains liao and I want wait them go 1st than we go.
So keep wait until they go.
But chit-chat for about 4minutes 1st.
I ask them "I thought you all want go liao?"
But they ask me back "You also say you want go liao."
And JiaHui keep saying "Christ , I thought you say you miss ZiXin de?"
I was like...
Than Christ say "You jealous nobody miss you is it?"
JiaHui say "Yea lor!"
I kept quiet and continued staring into space.
Simon say "Is not nobody miss you , is cause we see you a lot of times so we don't miss you."
I still kept quiet.
And Simon say "We also miss your Sister leh."
Finally , I said something , "Yea lor ! Should ask your sister come instead of me."
Simon say "JiaHui you should drag ZiXin away."
JiaHui say "She haven't see enough mah."
I look at her.
She say "Okok."
Than the rest I forget liao.
But things that we spoke about is roughly like that luh.
After Simon and Christ left , me and JiaHui also leave.
Feeling regret.
And my stomach started getting hungry and startd stomach cramps.
So I ask JiaHui want go eat with them anot.
She call Simon and ask where they are.
I than felt regret of suggesting to go eat so I tried to run away but JiaHui caught my hand again.
And we walk walk walk for about 10minutes to look for their block.
Actually reached liao de lor , but than hor didn't go further , where they were , and need to walk all the way back again.
Waste my bus fare to take 3 stops where actually we can walked there.
=.=
Reached liao , me and JiaHui keep hiding.
Cause there got a lot of people whom we don't know.
I went inside the 7-11 and hide there.
JiaHui walked outside and called Simon.
I hide behind a whole bunch of water.
She say "Simon like angry leh."
Than I no choice don't want make him angry so walked over there.
Wa !
I walked towards the other side of the coffee shop.
JiaHui call my handphone and ask me go over there.
Sigh...
I walked there liao immediately sit down.
Than JiaHui keep saying scared Simon angry.
And me and JiaHui go buy drinks when more than half of the people go away.
Simon , Christ and 2 other people still packing.
Heard them say a lot of vulgar lor.
Think Simon speak the least vulgar ?
So guai.
Christ speak the most vulgar ?
Not quite shocked.
When they left they asked "I thought you all want eat de?"
I haven't even reply and Christ say "They eating drink now , bandung (JiaHui drinking , I think is like that spell) !"
And they went off while we continued drinking.
Regreted again cause JiaHui didn't do something which she promised me.
Sigh...
Cannot blame her anyway , at least she got something for me.
Haha.
*but i think also no use*
Bye now.
My post very long.

Hopeless is 1 word to describe me...

Yea , I'm hopeless.
Other people's results just keep improving but I'm like de-proving.
I was expecting my English Compre and Summary to pass but I'm short of 1 mark.
T.T
Now I can only put my hopes on my Oral and Compo.
But from next next week onwards gonna work.
Must reach my goal of earning $100.
Hm...
Yesterday hacked into my sister de phone.
Haha.
So zhun let me she private messages sia.
I'm so clever.
Actually I'm only clever with this kind of things.
Haha.
And now there's actually a war going on.
I should not care but am curious actually.
Bye now , gonna go meet Simon they all !

Friday, October 23, 2009 '

Results are making my heart die !

Got back 5 papers today.
I think ?
Anyway , I failed 2 papers.
Especially Science.
Failed very badly.
Overall for CA1 , SA1 and SA2 is E8.
Than this time also E8.
So comfirm die liao lor.
Told Mr Ong to help me , but they say tell Mr Lam better.
Sigh...
No hope liao.
My only hope now is to pray can at least get into 3e2.
As long as teacher can help me go 3e2 than I happy liao.
Cause I need to take A maths no matter what.
And hope my geography can pass well also.
Than can chose geography.
I totally give up hope on history.
No matter how I study also cannot remember all of the things.
Just hope my maths can help me.
Everytime only during SA than maths results better lor.
But this time everyone who is below me is like doing better sia.
Than me never improve...
Really regret never study Science better.
But Science is also a subject which I cannot remember clearly lor.
Even after Mr Ong taught me everything , I also cannot remember.
One second all the information is in my head and another second everything disappear.
So many distractions around me how to focus.
I now really just hope can get into 3e2...

Thursday, October 22, 2009 '

Holidays faster come !

I lost ?!
Yea , I lost that damn competition.
JiaHui sold 6.
Kim sold 3.
I sold , 00000000000.
T.T
They so lucky got those blocks which people will buy.
But after that we do together and sold 6.
So each of us got $4.
Than Kim went off to play basketball.
I heard from Kim say they were on a look out for Aloy.
Cause they think I like him.
He's my primary school friend !!!
Than me and JiaHui go Vista Point eat and continued doing.
Than this happened , that happened.
Sigh...
Headache.
Tomorrow more headache cause getting back results.
English , Maths and Science.
All 3 important subjects !
Oh My God !
If any of these subjects I fail than can open party to celebrate I go 3e3 or worst , drop to NA.
Going holiday soon liao !
And have CCA this tomorrow , don't want go.
I don't even know how to play the song still tell me go play for what sia.
Somemore weather so hot , want me wear the damn costume.
Principal even worst.
Say expand the room when we get silver.
Get silver liao but he never even expand the room.
Still want us get gold.
Say easy , do difficult.
His expectations are like , imposible to grant.
In a few words to say , he's always not happy with us.
The weather getting hotter and hotter sia.
I need to drink at least 5 bottle of 600ml water in a day.
Below is a song from 石欣卉 called Singderella.
Enjoy !

Lyrics :
一早醒来
你重重的头倒在我的胸怀
缘分究竟是跨越多少障碍
才把你送过来
送到我的身边来疼爱

小心灌溉
将所有快乐程式一一下载
可知我熬过多少寂寞空白
多少孤单等待
才把心爱的你给换来

我好不确定不相信你看在眼里
你说别怀疑深呼吸爱了不准停

singderella 微笑绽放
梦想不再只是童话
你是心底深处
最原始的愿望
浪漫的情节我们用心品尝
singderella 心花怒放
迎接所有祝福眼光
把你藏在角落
自己安静欣赏
你是我的宝藏不愿与人分享

你捧着我的玻璃鞋微笑向我走来
我摒住呼吸排练着迎接你的姿态
熟记每句对白
等着你靠过来
将我自己全摊开

我不再飘飘荡荡莽莽撞撞的流浪这世上
也不再摇要谎晃跌跌撞撞让自己再受伤
我只想放肆的享受和你相恋甜蜜的时光
有你陪着我走向
那幸福的远方啊~~~~~

Finally my post got longer.
Bye now !

Tuesday, October 20, 2009 '

Exams over , work starts.

Work with JiaHui , Kim and YunQi just now.
Tired.
Is it possible that a student is better than a teacher?
Now I know.
It is possible.
YunQi and Kim sold 16 but we sold 6.
Never mind , we'll win them next time.
Maybe it's a start of a competition for us now.
But no prize for winners also.
Sigh...
My legs hurt.
When me and JiaHui did out last block , I used a trick to obtain his sympathy.
Strike and he bought 3.
Haha.
And that's where we got $10.
But today earn de all give JiaHui liao.
T.T
Cause she piad $30 1st.
Sigh...
Tomorrow than can start earning money.
Never mind !
I'll preserve !
Haha.
Got to go !
Bye !
P/S : Yesterday got Jerry de scene , I was screaming like hell , haha.

Sunday, October 18, 2009 '

Nothing seems to be right ...

Yesterday suppose to go work in Boon Lay but in the end didn't go because too far.
But JiaHui keep saying Christ will be working for the last day and almost changes my mind but in the end didn't.
So she went with her sister to collect the stock and work also.
Than today she told me all about Christ and Simon.
Yes , she's making me jealous.
=.=
She say she lied about the thing about Christ working last day yesterday.
Than she keep saying Christ asked about me.
She say Christ said something about going Yishun find him also.
And she say got a lot of guys yesterday.
Never mind , next Saturday I go work and see everything for myself.
Just now pei JiaHui go 888 plaza to buy her dinner , shun bian chat with her and saw Aloy on the way back.
Think he went to KahHui's house.
Me and JiaHui never even look at his side than JiaHui say she wants to slap his face.
But 1 thing good for me is KahHui not with him.
Haha.
When going home , JiaHuii sms Simon "ZiXin ask if that "someone" will be working next Saturday".
simon reply "That "someone" will be working every Saturday."
Me and JiaHiui laugh like hell sia.
Got to go.
Bye !

Wednesday, October 14, 2009 '

Finally found more.

I search the whole youtube to find many stuff.
Yes , I'm a number one fan of Jerry Yeo 杨伟烈 !
He's from "Star Search 2007".
1st Runner Up.
Lost to the champion by 1 mark.
Regret never watch than never vote for him.
If not he maybe will win.
So I search the whole google and found out he's gonna go back University to finish his 3 years course.
But never mind , his fans will wait for his comeback 3 years later !
By than , we'll still be suporting him as always.
But that Jun keep spreading salt into my wounds.
Suan liao.
Talk to him also waste my time.
So like I said he's from "Star Search".
And below is what he said after the result.
*i search the whole youtube to find*

1st time I so crazy over a artists.
Main reason not many people know.
I think only JiaHui and my sister know only.
Haha.
So he done I think 3 or 4 drama?
Which I never watch other than "Baby Bonus".
But he's scene also very little cause he's preparing to go back to University.
Than 3 years later he's gonna restart everything.
Wish him luck till than.
Maybe he'll even get a girlfriend in University.
Below is another video which I search the whole youtube for.
Bye now.

Saturday, October 10, 2009 '

Exam is finally here ...

Yup , Canberra Secondary is finally gonna have our exam.
Stress...
I just found out there's like many things that I must remember.
Sigh...
And guess what ?
History paper sucks.
I don't know how to do !
The paper was 1hour and 45 minutes but I slept for 1hour.
Hopeless.
I saw Kim and Vanessa write until like many things lor.
But my 10marks question I only wrote about 3-4 sentence.
Sigh...
Than my letter writing , the address wrote wrongly.
1mark gone.
*very scared the whole class only I write wrongly.*
Sigh...
For the rest of the paper cannot fail liao.
Cause I cannot fail more than 2 paper.
If not cannot go to the class that I want to and cannot get new handphone.
Sigh...
Than next monday de Science paper surely die.
Yesterday what I asked Mr Ong was only a minor bit of everthing.
But still got many other things that need to remember sia...
If I don't get everything into my head by Monday , I can say bye bye to my new handphone...
So yesterday after school , went to find Mr Ong along with JiaHui and Adrain.
Studied until about 2pm plus?
Than went to animation room played computer and disturb Jun.
I say "Hi Nat."
He say "Mr Nat."
I say "Hi MR! Nat."
Than ask Jun and Nat for their full name.
Jun tel me his full name is "Tomoya - Jun" , or something like that luh.
Obviously he took the name from Clannad.
He think I stupid.
Than Nat only told me his full english name.
Both also don't want tell me their full name.
=.=
But after that I ask Andrew for Jun's full name.
Haha.
Than yesterday talk to EeSiang in MSN.
He make want vomit blood.
I ask him why never accept me as friend in Plurk.
He say "Who are you?"
=.=
Than I ask him "You don't know me than still add me in MSN?!"
Than he say "I very friendly de."
Than I tell him look at the display picture.
He say no display picture.
I almost want knock my head on the wall.
Than I tell him who I am so I ask him accept me as friend in Plurk.
He ask "How?"
I say I want jump down the buliding liao.
So I slowly teach him press where press where.
I ask him "At the top of Plurk page there can see a word call 'alert' with a message icon on the side?"
He say no.
=.=!!!
So I ask him "Are you even at plurk page anot ?!"
Than he say he saw liao.
Than finally add me.
Okok.
End of post/
Bye now !

Monday, October 5, 2009 '

Happy Birthday JiaHui (Laopo) !

Yup it's JiaHui's birthday today !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHUI !

I gave her this DomoKun pillow or cushion.
She loves it !
Haha.
So I'll just roughly summarise what happened today.
1st came to school and JiaHui recieved presents from many people !
And wishes too.
Haha.
Than after school went to cut cake outside Mac.
About 10plus people came?
The cake was delicious !
Than I saw a little girl looking at us so I ask her to join us.
Than she came and she eat the cake.
But after about 5minutes later her attitude towards me changed completely !
She say she like JiaHui don't like me.
T.T
But I very patient with little children so I let her see handphone de picture , see my QQ bear de wallet and tell her bring cake home.
So she responsed quite well after that.
*But I can tell when she grow up her temper's gonna be very bad*
Than took MRT home with JiaHui.
Told her I'll go her house give her the present but she called me at around 5.30pm to go take neoprint.
So she came my house at around 6.15pm and took her present home 1st.
Than we meet at the busstop.
And reach there look at the neoprint machine and went to top-up money into the card.
Than the cashier de girl see my skirt or my shirt say "Cannot come in."
I was like
=.=!
But we don't care , so we go minitoons walk awhile and JiaHui went to top-up the money while I wait outside.
She ok liao than I go in again and took neoprints with JiaHui for the 1st time !
Haha.
So happy !
We took 2 times.
All the pictures from last last week until now are below.
Enjoy !